Sometimes I just get so mad that no one has the answers. No one can help the pain or stop the flares. They literally can’t do anything. Why doesn’t anything work? They can pack on the steroids all they want, but it isn’t helping. My asshole of an immune system isn’t responding. I keep flaring and it won’t stop. Why isn’t there any drug that exists that can make it go away? Why can’t I be cured? I’ve already missed half my junior year and now most of my senior year of high school. Isn’t it enough already? When will it be over?
Feeling a little better today, which is really good. Although it’s really annoying that my left arm keeps twitching and WON’T STOP! It’s rather an inconvenience at the moment. At least I can breathe without those stabbing chest pains. I’m grateful for good doctors, good food, and good family (for the most part heh). :)